I Was Afraid of the End of the Conversation

If I believe there is a kind of wisdom inside me,

and also believe that this idea is what keeps me closed to said wisdom,

then if I truly want to wake up won’t I need to stop thinking of reasons for why I may or may not be able to awaken?

That’s the question I wanted to ask you and didn’t, because I feared you’d say something like you’re never closed to wisdom, because uncertainty and being a shit and doubting everything is that wisdom too.

But mostly I was just afraid you’d say you didn’t know and that that would be the end of the conversation.

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